Friday, August 05, 2005

I'm cute

aren't I?

Today, i looked at myself in the mirror and i liked what i saw. i went through my closet and drawers (the wooden kind, not my dra'ars) and i sorted through all my clothes, threw things out, and found some intereting things i forgot i owned. It was fun, i played dress up. So today involved a lot of alone time slipping in and out of outfits and staring at myself in the mirror. with two swift movements i randomly put my hair up in two little buns. I'm gonna be putting my hair up like that more often, i dont look my age, and i love it.

(It's crazy, i cannot escape from the Backstreet Boys, if i'm not listening to them on purpose, i'm listening to them without meaning to, i think my ipod understands how much i love them and keeps playing them on shuffle.)

rachel's right, i am too pretty to be crying. I'm feeling better, i'm never gonna shed this deep feeling i have, this feeling that's causing me my sadness, but i think i will be able to live with it.

I'll be gone for a few days. I'll miss everyone, i dont want to go, but i need to. I want to breathe fresh air, go canoeing, splash around, walk with the wind, and whisper what's been on my mind to God.

6 Comments:

At 7:47 PM, Blogger Kelsey said...

Oh Yang. You're always cute, no matter how you put up your hair or what you wear. DOn't forget it!

Of course you'll never be able to get rid of that feeling, but that's how life is: learning to deal with it.
I'll miss you when you're gone!

 
At 10:25 PM, Blogger Teesa said...

Yang, you're beautiful no matter what. I'm glad you organized your clothes. =] And those backstreet boys songs are really nice.
You need time alone, to think. If you need me anytime, just call me. I love you so much.

 
At 10:45 PM, Blogger Rabah said...

have a peaceful time, yang.

 
At 9:55 AM, Blogger Jessica said...

good. that's all I have to say. Good.

 
At 3:47 PM, Blogger bombl4stik said...

yang, its great how you changed your picture from a happy one to an disturbingly clueless one. *props

 
At 7:12 PM, Blogger Joe said...

the first full paragraph is slightly creepy, i must say.

 

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